3.02.2008

The Sweetest Kiss



I’ve been fascinated with kissing since I was eight years old. I think it started when the neighbor girl, Alice, and I used to play house. Alice was my first crush, my first “girlfriend”, and my first kiss. Don’t get me wrong, Alice wasn’t a fast little girl who was too hot for her britches. Those kisses were innocent play that didn’t lead to anything. Matter of fact, Alice would later beat my ass one day after school when I took the Elmer’s glue out of her school supply bag. The kisses were like finding new money for me though. Since she turned me on to the delights of locking lips, I’ve been obsessed with kissing every since. There have been some good ones, soft lips and just a tease of tongue, and some horrible ones, tight lips and funky breath. I guess I’ve been a little like Pookie in New Jack City; searching for that same high that I got the first time. I still find myself longing for that same perfect moment that I shared in my parent’s basement so many years ago but with a full-grown woman.

When I was in high school and college, I was extremely shy when it came to talking to women. Shy to the point that I once ran from a girl who was simply trying to talk to me. Of course, I suffered a great amount of ridicule from my classmates due to this incident. A few of my friends decided that this was something that could be cured by constantly putting me into situations were I had to interact with members of the opposite sex. This of course resulted in some events even more embarrassing than my Carl Lewis impersonation. It also brought about the first perfect kiss moment that I’d had since Alice. Her name was Chrissy. She was a copper-colored cutie of Grenadian descent that I had been sort of seeing for three weeks. I’ll confess. I was stalking her. Anyway, she was starting to feel me so we spent a Saturday at the mall. When the bus dropped us off at the end of her block at the conclusion of our date, I thought the time was right to make my move. The street lights had just come on and the man who lived in the house on the corner had just finished cutting the grass. So I grabbed her hand, spun her towards me, pressed my body against hers and sucked on her bottom lip. She loved it. We were a couple for the rest of the summer.

Since Chrissy, I’ve had a few perfect kiss moments but it’s been a minute. I get the feeling that one of those moments is just around the corner though. I’m walking around with chapstick and some gum in my pocket at all times. I’ve met a woman and the mood is always right when she’s around. Wish me luck!

15 comments:

Torrance Stephens bka All-Mi-T said...

a woman has to special for me to kiss them, i know its fould but i can penetrate them before kiss them all

Eb the Celeb said...

Awweee Krush... good luck... that's why ya tail aint been on IM for me to spill all my biz to... who am I gonna talk to now if ya tail go falling for someone?

Vivrant Thang said...

Cute stories. Made me smile. I remember my first kiss after the 7th grade dance. We had an audience commanding us to kiss since we had just become a couple. LOL!

These days I try not to kiss unless I'm "ready." Because after I do, that's all that's on their minds. I kiss with intention. Ha!

Love is in the air, Krush. So I feel good about this one. Ack right now!

Vivrant Thang said...

I forgot to say no you didn't take it to the "sexy part of the show!" Don't let Butta hear this!

Gemini Girl aka GG said...

first off hard for me to see you as THAT shy that you were running away but cute story nonetheless..I'm a huge fan of kissing especially when his lips are soft..and his breath is sweet and his embrace is strong...i remember my first kiss...during a spin the bottle session...his name was billy brown...9th grade..i'll never forget it!!!
be sure to tell us when that *perfect kiss moment* finds you again ;)

MsMarvalus said...

::blushing::

This soo reminded me of my first kiss...his name was Kevin...oh my!

::blushing some more::

It's been a while since I've had a kiss that meant something...but like you, I wait for the moment...

Good luck!

clnmike said...

The first kiss is like losing your virginity you dont forget about that one.

Opinionated Diva said...

My first REAL kiss sucked...literally! I thought it was the most disgusting thing EVER. Yuck!

LOL...but then you live and you learn. The first kiss with someone new can really tell you a lot about that person.

Good luck with the new girl!

Skoolboi Krush said...

All-mi-t - You are going to have to break down that philosophy for me. I don't get it.

Eb - We will talk.


Vivrant - You put it on them like that, huh? LMAO @ The sexy part of the show. I'm on my best behavior right now.


GG - I will keep you posted. Bobby Brown, huh? Did he have a Gumby haircut too? LOL

Marvalus - Thanks!

Clnmike - You are so right. You never forget the first time.

Diva - The first kiss is a real telling sign, right? Thanks for the well wishes.

MsPuddin said...

lol there's nothing better than a good kisser...it is an art...my first kiss tasted like pizza and cigarrettes, its gotten better since then...

I'm mad you walked around so prepared though...

dejanae said...

awww
why can i picture you running?
good luck on the prospective kiss recipient.lol

PRO said...

First kisses are always awkward (for me). I don't have a memory to measure their worth with. This is so teenager-struck. I heart that. *Queue Hall & Oats, Your Kiss Is On My List*

SimplyComplex said...

:-) I fell in love to the sound of that song....

Good luck :-)

Brittany_83 said...

I was reading this post while listening to the song you posted as well. Cute story.
My first kiss was bad but whose wasn't.

Smuckers said...

Kissing is as intimate to me as love-making. When it's with the right person, the feeling is indescribable.....