6.04.2008

Passing Notes

Sometimes I feel all alone in the world. Not lonely. I have a beautiful and loving girlfriend plus a great family. Just in my own space.

I took my mother, sister and girlfriend out for brunch on Sunday to celebrate my mom's birthday. It felt great to be surrounded by such beautiful women. We ate enough to feed a small African village.

One of my staff has had an attitude with me since I wrote his ass up for letting work sit on his desk for six months. (WTF?) His bitch ass can walk around with his greasy ass lips poked out as much as he wants. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!

I'm a Beta male who wishes he was an Alpha male.

The unexamined life is not worth living but the examined life is painful.

Although I crave love and affection, my insecurities make it hard for me to accept it or feel worthy of receiving it.

The anonymous haters that are always lurking and trying to post some bullshit can eat a dick.

I need to have a kid so I can be off work right before an important deadline and force other people to do my work.

Coldstone Creamery's Very Vanilla milkshakes are that crack!

Sex & The City was alright but didn't live up to the hype.

7 comments:

Gemini Girl aka GG said...

"The unexamined life is not worth living but the examined life is painful." - wow thats powerful..growth sometimes can be painful but when you look back and see how far you've gone/grown/examined and made better, the sense of accomplishment you feel trumps all the pain and gives you even more encouragement to continue to be more and do more.

MsMarvalus said...

I remember the days of managing people...their lack of accountability made me want to scream...but you have to view it as there is a reason why you are where you are, and they are where they are...

You will get past the insecurities because you are aware of them...it really is about choice...

Torrance Stephens bka All-Mi-T said...

just count that love as a blessing folk

Skoolboi Krush said...

gg - i agree that the examination is worth it but i would rather do it pain free.

marvalus - yes, i've wanted to scream all week long. thanks for the words of encouragement.

all-mi-t - yes, sir..

The True Urban Queen aka Sharon said...

* I have two children. Who I love. I am still lonely and alone.

* greasy lips? lol

* I CRAVE love and attention and feel I deserve it.

* Hey!! with the child comment. Sometimes you can't help it if they get sick.

* I was never into the Sex and the City show. I will wait for it to come on cable. No, I won't even pay to rent it.

Skoolboi Krush said...

sharon - 1)What is that alone feeling about? 2) Yes, the dude always looks like he has on lip gloss. 3)You do deserve it...now, go get it! 4)I'm not mad at the parents, just wish I wasn't the one stuck with the work. 5)I didn't pay to see the movie either.

The True Urban Queen aka Sharon said...

The lonely feeling is. . . I am just that. Alone. And there is no where to go get it because, I live in the sucky city of Pittsburgh.

I already wrote I got married for the wrong reasons, stayed in too long, got out and then discovered (recently after five years of single life) I am doom to spend life alone.

I am thinking of moving to North Carolina. Maybe, it's there.